Drifting apart?

No, maybe i reading into it too much. I met up with her few days back. We still talk like before, laugh like before, bitch like before. She's still the very old sweet girl i used to know. Always giving me little surprises. I'm glad, really very glad to have you as my friend gal. ^^

My bestest friend and me is like drifting apart. I know she's very busy nowadays and the bf just ORD. I'm very sad to feel that we're drifting apart. She is the only person whom i share everything with. I love her so much!

I've tried to ask her out, but mostly getting rejected. This upsets me, you know.... When you are rejected too many times you feel demoralised. Think she's spending most of her time with her bf now. Of course, if this is the right guy for her, i'm very happy! But i don't think love is everything right? Maybe i don't understand because i'm not someone who will think that i only need love in my life.

Or maybe because i'm not used to it yet. Because for many many years we spend most of our free time together and now we can't anymore thats why i feel that we're drifting apart. I really don't wish to see this, i hope my thinking is unnesessary.